Attempt

I am lunatic, I am safe

I have a barrier, Oh god it’s great.

Walled is my vision, Stoned is my will

I fear to look up cos space never ends.

Satisfaction is an evil,

Complacence, its attribute.

Negative child it breeds,

With dormant mutation in the gene.

Stagnancy is a disease,

Mostly undisputed.

A calamity can throw you away

The epidemic will kill.

There can be no trigger,

There is no gun.

I am clobbered by frustration,

I cannot retreat.

The surmounting lamentation

Presses me to attempt.

Blank is it all about

Cold is its nature

Hope is its savior

An attempt is

Attribute to temptation

Belief

I am a daemon, I am inside you.

I look for simplicity,

In your chaotic complexity

I look for you but am asked to believe.

Here comes the filth,

Superstition is its king,

Flies of ignorance,

Enslave your neurons

And breed in your maladroit.

Conquered in a conquest, I find you in distress.

But am still asked to believe.

God is whom you plead for

The freedom which you surrendered,

The cell was unidirectional

And you have no exit.

The stamp of timelessness

I can see in you.

You never lived in time,

You never progressed.

Still as it can get, better described dead

You finished yourself and how do I still believe.

Filled with filth of superstition

Dismayed in your timeless cage,

God was never there to bail you out

Betrayed are you from your faith.

And this is how,

I question your belief.

Paranoia

Disbelief, is all I can see myself with

Sanity has become insanity.

I will become perfect,

Studded with the diamonds of Paranoia

The world will swallow the diamonds

Signaling the death of the will.

Follow the shallow river,

And a canal will depart.

Sane in me, will take it deep.

But trapped in the depth of dark,

The sane will lose its light.

Sanity is delusion, Depth is dark.

Shallow will reach the ocean,

Purity dies to salinity.

Insanity is to run berserk through the world

Dance in its shallowness to spray all over

Only to die pure.

Trying to find difference in indifference,

Making my will, unwill.

Dating back my mind into future,

Cutting the diamonds with diamonds,

The Paranoia prevails.