Faceless child

I am not myself,

Becomin someone else,

Its mirroring me a different self,

I guess its my faceless child.

I never had to plead,

Now am not sure what I need,

Its pulling me apart,

I guess its my faceless child.

I get carried away,

Emotions lubricationg the way,

I am losing the grip,

I guess its my faceless child.

I feel very different,

Wanna fly away and far,

Pressure is increasing,

I guess its my faceless child.

My life is on edge,

Its pushing me further down,

Losing control is very easy,

I guess its my faceless child.

Something's diluting my will,

Its atrocity is cutting me in,

I shall bounce back and find it now,

For this is my faceless child.

Violence

My head's bursting,

I wanna scream,

Patience's breaking,

Its time to crack.

I'm hit with strip of nails,

I walk punctured fatally,

I have run into fire,

It surely will melt.

Now its time to rebel,

For all you gave me,

I'm gonna give you back,

You guess how.

I wanna shoot into your head,

Wanna punch your jaw out,

I'm gonna tare your skin

And rip your skull apart.

I've realized that if pushed,

So violent I can be,

If I break apart,

Try and stop me.

Before I get lost

I like walkin streets of Mysore, but I wont get lost

Cause it does remind me of something

I like Its silent streets, the beautiful trees

Cause it does remind me of something

It makes me nostalgic almost invariably

Cause it does remind me of something

It might make me cry, but it does make me laugh

Life is just to move on, so do I

I know one can fight anything but fate

Then what's life to move on, but a fight.

I like riding off my bike, till I cant come back

Cause I dont want to remember anything,

I like running on the beach till I cant breathe

Cause I dont want to remember anything,

I like to stand on hilltop and measure my height

Cause I dont want to remember anything

Present is pleasant, past went past

Future's uncertain, never predict

I know time ticks off you cant stop

Then why bother about it, but its pace.

I like lying on my couch and sleep carelessly

Cause it deosn't remind me of anything

I like writing these lines and dont give a f__

If only it reminds me of anything.

(Inspired by an Audioslave song Doesn't remind me of anything )