Neural Pain

I feel like am floatin in the space

Fallin infinitely.

Which way to go, I’m confused

Can’t control it anyway.

Happiness has had only sojourn

In my place.

They say the space is filled with happiness

All I can see is void.

Sometimes I think I revolve Sun,

Sometimes I think otherwise.

The space is filled with so much black,

There is no surface to paint.

The space is squeezing me,

The neural pain is restraining me,

To infinitesimal.

The nerves are breaking down,

The nerves are breaking down.

I can find no light here,

No gravity pulls me near,

Infinite float in space.

Is my life gonna end this way

Neural pain will blow me away

Infinitesimal pieces in space.

Loop

In my life are scars, they're not goin

All the jumpin across the river

Only, lands me here

I'm so scared that they loop

I'm not to lose it all the way

The way I did all the way

Gotta win it someday.

I came running though to your place

You never looked at my face

I can only blame myself

You left me out of the place

I am not going away

This pain runs through my vein

Pushing as long as I can

The rain and those stars

Polished me so well

I could just come outa anonimity

But I gave up to my pity

I gave it all that I could

It never occured to me

I'm never gonna make it now

Now I can only see the loop

Which spirals to the void

I realized, that I am

Back at square one

I'm gonna digress from the path

I'm gonna depart form the rule

I'm gonna rule it now.